sometimes, one's interest require talent.
no use following your interest if you have no talent.
personally, i don't think i can sing, i don't think i have a nice voice.
some say i do. idk
all i know is, i will never give up.
say it as pathetic as
永不言败, whatever. i don't care.
i will feel sad when the show is being shown,i will imagine tht the person on the stage is me.
i will ask why can't i have their voice? well,it's no use.
but i'm never gonna give up.
singing is my life, is my everything.
i sing everyday, i love singing, no one can stop me.
one day, people WILL enjoy my singing.
WILL i tell ya. i promise i will work so super hard to learn to sing.
no more heartbreaks because of singing from next year onwards.
no more buzzers of out.
no more letting my teacher down.
no more letting my parents pay so much money for no fuck reasons.
no moreeeeeee.
i'm gonna join everyyear.
i'm gonna work hard for jc. no one can stop me.
i will :)
so went to css.
when i waas practicing, ppl said i sounded nice:o
i was real happy. that was what i wanted to hear all the while.
i just need ppl to enjoy my singing~
of course, i don't want them to lie.
they said i'd get in since i sing well.
but i guess i was too nervous, so i didn't hit the pitch and all.
so obviously i cried.
then camera man shoot me sia. and the 3 hosts, cuifang, jeremy, and
VIVIAN LAI 赖怡伶came to coax me.i was crying badly luh, then they came and ask me cry because happy or sad and bla.
then cameraman took it. idk if they're gonna put in on tv.
then 赖怡伶 said in chinese ' why u cry? come mommy hug hug.( so she hugged me) want to drink milk?' then i laughed.jeremy said sth after that which was really funny too.
well, at least i was happy to hug an artiste.
she's my new idol yo.

cuifang on the left

jeremy
vivian
Love, Onew's.