• Even though we won the match, (39-30), i'm so displeased because i wanted to help for the scores, got scolded. The people are just ****ing shitass. The refrees were apparently blind, biased, and everything a stupid retard would be. The players were okay until they complained to the graduated seniors about the vulgar. COME ON! Don't you ever dare to say that you didn't scold vulgars! & please, i mean it when i say that no.11 is my idol. I seriously think i got possesed just now. Sorry to everyone. I was mentally crazy just now, hopefully it's the first and the last time. What stupid actions and enemies i made.

• The reply i got from him on msn was : 'lolz. nvm.' Like wth, i thought you were dao no more. I've been thinking alot lately, yet i can't think straight. I admit i do get agitated when u guys make me jealous, but it's not my fault. It's getting more of irritating than funny and entertaining. It's not you're fault, it's just me and my stupid attitude.

• I'm in a bad mood now. Shit them all! I need you, you don't.

• This stupid guy named russel, whom i don't know, just commented that LinYouJia sucks. Well, let me tell you, I don't know you. AND I DON'T HAVE TO ****ing FACE THE FACT THAT LINYOUJIA SUCKS just because you dislike him. YOU ARE NOT ANY ****ing BETTER THAN HIM, SO STFU. IF YOU THINK HE SUCKS, DON'T READ LAH! scram off! No need to use such disgusting words on wonderful people like him. Use it on yourself instead, disgusting freak! _l_

• Emo time now. He's not online, he's not bothered. I'm fucked up. I swear i tried avoiding vulgar languages. But there's the limit and this is my limit.

In this world, " If Only" this two words, are only used in make-believe stories. In people who don't accept the reality nor face the fact. In the real world, there is no "if only"s. What's done is done. Things that have no fate, will never have fate. No matter how much one tries and attempts. No matter how hard you wished and prayed for it everyday. No means NO, you don't have a choice.

Glad there's training tomorrow, cuz i get to see you :)