Saturday, November 21, 2009
@ 10:37 AM
Went to mindchamps for meeting last night. I felt the love by mel, yet i still felt left out. Seriously had no idea why there was still problems.It was really emotional for me at night back home. i cried and cried and cried.Thinking of stuffs like how yj used to be there as the only one who understood me, and how friendship problems still occur to me, how i could feel left out even with family...There was a few times when i stopped crying, but when i see the messages, i'll start to cry again. What they said made sense and i really appreciate it. It was really the first time when i felt cared and loved by friends. I was really touched and at least i know that i'm not alone now.Thanks so much to AMANDALike all your long messages trying to calm me down and make me have faith in everything and GOD. Trying to tell me that real friends exists, i just had to choose them properly. You really made me feel loved and appreciateed, even much more than my mom. THANK YOU SO MUCH! love you!:)And STEPHGuess you heard it from Dione and you sent a super long message, telling me how you feel towards what i'm facing now, and that you've experienced it before, and by comforting me all the way. Like it was really truthful coz i didn't expect to read what you've sent.. thanks alot!!! love you too! :)And JOYCEThanks for just promising to give the best effort possible to amend our friendship, to get back as really good friends like we were last time, and overcome any obstacle.. I know it'll be hard because of her* but we'll try hard! love you! :)
Love, Onew's.
